freedoom

i have to said that i really need freedoom now,
can juz leave me alone,
i knw what i m doing cuz that i m ady adult,
i admit that i m mature than everyone who same age with me.


if cant juz given me a freedoom,
what about juz killing me??
i am damn depress now.
don't drag our family relationship to the stage which we can't saving any more.

suddenly i feel that if i without freedoom,
i could die any way any time.
cuz its without meaningful if i alive and without any freedoom.
what i live for?
i live for who?
i juz live for u all who saying that want to protect me??
thats bullshit.
i could live myself and pay myself, cuz without freedoom,
i knw that i would not going to scare anything else even DIE.

我的“朋友”

好像发热气了，喉咙很痛，鼻涕不停留。
我的心更痛。

怎么了？
你说你有reply我。
怎么我都没收到。
可是我大概也猜到你的答复。
是，令我失望的吧。

那天教你玩facebook后我真的很犹豫，
因为那时候的我们真的很开心。
我怕我怕，我怕以后都没有这样开心都消失了，
那，只能怪自己一手破坏掉。

哈哈，以后，你玩facebook的时候你会想起我吗？
哈哈～想下也好嘛～

再见了，我的朋友～！！