freedoom

i have to said that i really need freedoom now,
can juz leave me alone,
i knw what i m doing cuz that i m ady adult,
i admit that i m mature than everyone who same age with me.


if cant juz given me a freedoom,
what about juz killing me??
i am damn depress now.
don't drag our family relationship to the stage which we can't saving any more.

suddenly i feel that if i without freedoom,
i could die any way any time.
cuz its without meaningful if i alive and without any freedoom.
what i live for?
i live for who?
i juz live for u all who saying that want to protect me??
thats bullshit.
i could live myself and pay myself, cuz without freedoom,
i knw that i would not going to scare anything else even DIE.